shiny

Thank you to whomever purchased this off My wishlist – (it actually arrived several weeks ago – I’m a bit late in posting it as I haven’t been doing much for updates recently)   I love it!! Gotta be careful where I wear it though since the length is so short …  usually I take a medium or small (this is a medium) but sometimes things run small?  lol.  Oh well – it fits me very well and will look great in shoots or a night out… or perhaps the next Footnight ^.^   So… thanks again – I love pretty, shiny, sparkley things!

Goddess

RIP My Damien...

Damien was My cat, and most trusted, valued companion. Some of you have met him. He made Me happy every single day and provided so much comfort, caring, and love, for the last 6 years of My life. Yesterday afternoon, I came home to the traumatizing sight of My beautiful and loyal cat dying right there in front of Me. After rushing him to the hospital, I was told what I feared upon finding him: He was dying, from cardiac arrest, and it was too late to save him. Apparently, he had had a heart disease all this time that they hadn’t picked up on during any of his checkups. I was shocked, angry, and heartbroken.

I loved this little boy with all of My heart. He was My perfect companion… he was My soulmate in animal form. I can’t say enough how much he meant to Me and how he brightened every single day I had him. I am devastated and incredibly hurt right now. I am taking a hiatus from just about everything right now, I am not working and I will not be booking any sessions or taking any phone calls until.. I don’t know when. I will still be taking sessions at Footnight tomorrow. But that’s it. I’m not going to be keeping up with email for a little while. Right now I need some time to grieve and to take care of Myself.

And yes… as some of you have already asked, and some will probably ask: Is there anything you can do for Me? Yes. you can buy Me a gift certificate for a massage, or a trip to the spa to pamper Myself with a pedicure, etc… because I sure as fucking hell need some self-care right now.

www.spawish.com or www.spafinder.com offer massage gift certificates.
for a nail salon… you can call in a gift certificate under the name “Lilith Lucacio” to this spa: Kim’s Nails in Medford: 781-393-8128
please EMAIL ME (or text, if you’ve got My number.) to let Me know if you’ve done these things so I can redeem them.
I will appreciate this during this difficult and extremely depressing time I am going through. Especially massages because I am sore and tense as hell from crying for the last 2 days.

I have never been so hurt from losing an animal before…. he meant everything to Me…
*sighs* …. life.. is fragile…